Confessions · of · a · fallen · angel

I'm done my third year!
and I leave for Disneyland in 9 days!
yay!

i leave for new zealand in two days O_O

I AM SO EXCITED!

in brief comment to this post on Gareth's journal:

"- I hate how Flames fans like to tell me that the Canucks didn't make the playoffs last year but fail to forget they were out first round to a team from fucking Disneyland and failed to make the playoffs for 7 years prior to their run that was based solely on a "bygone era" of hockey"

well...as for being beat by a "fucking disneyland team"....
that disneyland team is kicking all sorts of ass in the western division this year...perhaps because they dropped the "mighty" from their name...but either way...at least we didnt lose to a team that is bloody miserable like, say, the Bruins...

that is all

p.s....don't be too hard on flames fans...we dont have a decent football team (this year at least), or a decent junior team (although the hitmen COULD be doing worse...), so we need to take pride in what we have....BC has the Lions, they have the giants, so ...there...haha

GO FLAMES GO.

for the record, david borenaz was the sexiest man alive when he played Angel on buffy

I found the first three seasons for less than twenty bucks apeice....

and the grinning and shivers creeping up my spine and making me dsfjalfih;ilth;jhfg;jdahg;ajreg....havent stopped since

droolllllllllllllllllllllll

p.s.--> thanks for the icon kendy ;)

the adventure i just had:

i was in the shower and literrally dumped shampoo in my eye, so i leaned back right before screaming bloody blue murder then slipped and cracked my back on the tap and my head on the tiles

so im screaming bloody blue murder and like cringing in the tub... i manage to crawl out, pull on a towel, still sobbing and my head is bleeding...then my doorbell rings

anyways, i crawl onto the balcony, cuz no way im going to the door at this time of night...

and someone there is like I AM YOUR NEIGHBOUR ARE YOU OKAY IM CALLING THE POLICE

and in my confusion im like...no im okay...thanks though...and slam the door

haha

so well at least some of them are nice...and now my eye is swollen and blurry, my back is bruised and my head is throbbing

grrrar

and my stampede plague still continues...

at school, waiting for the other people in my class to finish an online survey so that i can hear the "summary" of it and get on my merry way...

today is one of my 9am-9pm school days *glazed look*

so i turned in my two weeks yesterday...I got fed up with sooooo many things...so my last shift is June 3rd, 2006

Of course I'm going to job hunt, i know i need another one (although i have a 40 hr a week and approx. 8 hrs a month summer job(s))...but i need one now so i can carry it through until school starts again (i hope)...can anyone tell me how to get a job at the Calgary stampede? (NOT MAINTENANCE) lol...

I think im going to ask my parents for a loan for the month of june though...so i can focus on these three courses with riDONKulous work loads, and do well in them...and still be able to pay rent...i know ill be able to pay them back easily with my first paycheque from the office...

so some people in my life currently arent very happy...just want to remind them that i love them very much

turning 19 soon, yay! im also heading out to BC to spend a few days with Dani (new roommate come September)...and Ill be able to drink then! rather, i'll be able to see her favourite clubbing places :)

anyways...thats my life right now...i hope by the end of june i can take one big sigh of relief and be a helluva lot more relaxed and organized then i am now, lol

thats all folks...everyones done their survey

mar

Havent updated in forever and a day...

just trying to sort myself out...i've been in a 'transition' period for so long...trying to figure myself out and "get my shit together"...but i'm at a point where i think i may actually be looking towards the end of this transition...getting so much shit out of my house, getting myself back into *groan* physio, getting my appointments with specialists and everything all sorted...working out twice a week...work sort of cooperating with my schedule...lol...etc...

now i just need to work on NOT SPENDING MONEY...lol...well i should be okay by the end of june, sez i...i can go into some debt, i am a student living on my own...isnt that part of all this? lol...

anyways...andrea's over and is watching the last unicorn behind me so im gonna go snug! :)

love love

mar*

why do i feel like there's no escape?

not to be emo or anything...but it never ends! i have my life, scarily, planned until 2010, and past that - the only thing 'unsure' is when im getting married (and to who, of course =P...any takers? hah)...and in that life plan, there doesnt seem to be "relax" "breathe"...ergh....

these next three weeks better FLY by...

=P

I miss my cute little figure...

not like I'm some bloated monster right now, but i'm sure not as svelte as i once was...

well i'm, as my dorkybutwonderful friends would say, "gymming it up" whenever i can ^.~...maybe by my birthday ill have lost my chubb!

and hopefully...by then...things will have fallen into place in other ways in my life...cuz that would be nice...

...=) *face of cautious optimisim*

DOMINOE LIVED!!

=D!!!

Now for the week from hell...next week I have:

Monday: 1000 word essay proposal due & midterm worth 33% of grade
Tuesday: Need to have three chapters read and summarized for class...erghhhhh...
Wednesday: Working all night (hopefully working OUT in the morning!)
Thursday: HUGEEEEEEEEEEE Group project due!!!
Friday: Opening (working 730-1230 :P), class 1-150, hopefully working out, then maybe having some sort of life (?)

anywhoo

<3 ya'll gotta get back to work

so it makes me sad that i havent written an entry in this freaking long

by now i'm sure anyone that cares knows i'm very single, very alone (even minus a roommate) and very swamped with constant, never ending, workworkwork! (school, jobs)

anyways i just took my hamster to the emergency vet...i know im pathetic, and the vet IS costing me more than my baby BUT she gave me this uber fair deal...$50 for everything, all testing, all x-rays blah blah if he lives. $0 if he dies, no matter what tests they've done, and $10 if we need to put him down (again, INCLUDING all the tests we've done)....see we just put my kitty spicer down a few weeks ago and i cant bear to have another creature suffering around me...and i know mum's still sooooo upset about the cat...i need to at least try to make dominoe feel better...or not suffer at all =(

so hopefully i can post tomorrow saying i have a happy healthy hamster...poor dominoe...

i came home and took him out and, it was so weird, his belly was so bloated it felt like a tumor approx. the size of a tennis ball, which is HUGE on a hamster...since i took him out last night, i knew this was a new development so i kinna freaked....i called the emergency vet who said, well, its probably fixable...but not at home...and since we talked for 1/2 an hour and theres no way i could sleep with little dominoe like twitching and being CLEARLY in pain, i took him down...all the way to shawnessy...

i got pulled over on the way down...the convo went like this:

Officer: Where ya heading from?
Marisa: Dalhousie
Officer: You're a long way from there now
Marisa: I'm heading to the emergency vet *points at hamster and tear glistens in eye* (i'm way too sensitive...he cost me $20)
Officer: *peers in at hamster* Whats his name?
Marisa: Dominoe
Officer: Continue on, just watch your speed

hah at least i got a nice officer...i think i was going about 100 on a 60 section :|...but trust me i watched my speed CAREFULLY after that, especially on the way home (sorry officer, coming home from emergency vet and nervous? i dont think so)

anyways I'm also trying to make this project for english stop sounding stupid...and, at some point, maybe, get some well needed sleep...

sighhhhh

I havent checked my LJ in a hiwle and I find it very interesting that there are two convos, within a short time of each other, with people who dont even know each other, talking about glasses!

right...i'm a dork :P

Anywhoo...I'm losing touch with everyone because I'm so damned immersed in school/work...hopefully after midterms i'll regain my life!

I have decided though, that on October 7th I'm having a marisa-new-year and making new year's resolutions for myself cuz I really gotta get my shit together =S...I'm giving myself until November 7th to get all these 'resolutions' in check - wish me luck!

LIST:
1. Stop drinking pop. This includes highballs, except long island iced tea.
2. Drink more water!!!!!!!
3. PURGE HOUSE OF USELESS SHIT! This includes clothes that don't fit!
-bathroom
-bedroom
-hall cupboard
-bookshelves/computer space
4. Get more sleep (failing at this right now)
5. Arrange meeting with the dean re: What courses I need to take with a double degree/minor.
6. Get new computer in house, and home phone.
7. Keep better touch with people that matter!

So thats all - like I said I'm giving myself a month to try and finish/get into a routine of this shit...it should be do-able if I don't try to do it all in one day!

Anywhoo, thats it for now - it's bedtime!

<3

updating quickly, at school...

I MISS MY SOCIAL LIFE!!

Monday/Wednesdays: Work 730-130, class 2-330, work out 330-445, swim 5-6...then go home and do homework
Tuesday/Thursday: Class 930-5, sometimes work from 11-1230 on my break, then work 530-1030
Friday/Saturday/Sunday: Work either Starbucks or Dinos

BUT I do get days off, so call me people!

Oh...and yah, still frantically looking for a roommate as the arranged one, once again, cut out on me (how many times is that now?)

Its $400/month flat - I'll pay for electricity, gas and cable...and its a pretty big place (for a student)...so tell people and ask people and give them my number/email if you can cuz I really really really can't afford this on my own!!! =(

gotta run
~mar

GOD DAMN MOTHER FUCKING ASS NUGGET BITCHY STUPID SHITTY DUMB BULLCRAP BLARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

that is all.

It's 8:31 and I've been at school since 8:00 trying to write my GRST essay

so far I cant seem to focus myself enough to do a goddamned thing...

well, thats not directly true. I have got some sources and some good art examples but i still havent started my (&$!ING ESSAY...its supposed to be minimum 3000 words (at least she cut it down from 6000)...now, that's REALLY not that bad but when you need all these 'primary sources' (i.e. sitting down and reading all 19473564165491 pages of "The Odyssey"), it gets to be a bit much...no online sources for me! *damnit*

anyways this isnt really a good use of my time either but i really need to focus *head droops*...sooo tired...good news is that when I do finish this I'm freefreeFREE...until July 4th, of course, when my Summer Job (daycamp leader) starts...woot! ^.~

Well...I also have one more writing assignment...I need to write a resume and get another job :|.

I havent written one since CALM 20 (which I did in grade 10), and that one was fake anyways...I havent bloody needed one...I've been with the city being a daycamp leader for...well this is my 5th summer; and Roz (second cup boss) just hired me on the spot (go me) so yah...

anywhoo my brain is starting to wake up...if anyone has any supplementary knowledge on the goddess Aprhodite that is NOT the obvious stuff (goddess of sexual love, born of foam, Eros {cupid}s mummy, etc.etc.) that would be nice =P (the good news is this isnt due until the 29th....)

I should get back to work now...I need to go to the reading room to see if i can find these stupid-long winded-impossibly detailed-useless 'primary sources' now...

love love <3<3

~mar